“I hate when I’m at my lowest point.
You’re all I think about.
I want your comforting arms around me reminding me that I’ll be okay.
But my mind snaps me back to reality knowing you don’t care.
I’m never the thought that crosses through your mind.
It rots me to the core knowing I didn’t mean anything to you.
I shouldn’t care, I shouldn’t care.
I told myself repeatadly.
Why should I worry about the ghost from the past?
Unknowingly, my thoughts are just feeding that ghost.
But I can’t help that I want you to come back to life”
“Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up. If a guy punches you he likes you. Never try to trim your own bangs and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. Every movie we see, Every story we’re told implores us to wait for it, the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we’re so focused on finding our happy ending we don’t learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don’t, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn’t include a guy, maybe… it’s you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is… just… moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope.”
“I think a person’s first love is the most pure, concentrated love there is. There’s no past heartbreak, and all they can think about is how good it feels and how they never thought they could love someone so much. The sad thing though, is that it rarely lasts. First loves are so bittersweet. First love is followed by first heartbreak, and I’ve heard that it can be the most difficult of all the heartbreaks one might endure. It’s like all other heartbreaks will leave scratches and scars on your heart, but the first one leaves a deep and painful gash that you’ll always remember.”